Artist & Imposter Syndrome!

Ok so, full disclosure... while I refer to myself as an "artist", I do not think of myself as an artist! Rather, just someone who is passionately creative. Which is why I have never really attempted to share my work publicly before now.

The sad truth is, I just simply have not believed in myself enough to think I am worthy of any sort of attention!

I have had so many doubts about myself, my artwork, and the idea of starting this passion project:

• My work is not good enough

• No one will like it

• No one will spend money on this

• Just because my family say they like it, doesn't mean strangers will like it (surely my family are just being nice?!)

• I'm a fake

• I have no talent

• I'm an amateur

• There are so many more artists out there that are better than me

• I'm not a real artist

Seriously, the list goes on (my inner monologue is such a B#@ch)

However, what I have started to learn (and am still learning), is that it is ok for me to occupy space as my authentic self. I recognise that I am not perfect, and therefore my art is not perfect. But my art is a perfect representation of me, my passions and inspirations, and my artistic journey which is ever evolving.

So my first call to action during this new stage in my artistic exposure is to remind myself; it is ok to make mistakes; art is a subjective expression and it is ok to not be "perfect"; it is ok to learn, evolve and change your artistic styles; it is ok to try something new; it is ok to "fail" as failure provides opportunity for learning and growth.

And by staying true to myself and holding myself accountable to the above, I hope this site can help inspire those who feel they are "not good enough" to take the leap of faith outside of their comfort zone, and trust in themselves and their artistic creations.

I will continue to blog this journey with all those who wish to read along, and sharing the highs and lows of being an anxious introvert with a passion for painting, who is throwing herself out there for the whole world to see!

Sending Love & Positive Vibes,